smoke

Smoking Barrels.
No.
Not really.

I do cough a lot in the last days.
Today it started, that it turned worse and i feel like puking sometimes.
Probably just because i do eat near to nothing.

Still.
Maybe.
No.
Really.
I want to stop.
The last time i really smoked way too much.

Just hope my stupid brainfuck, which seems to "want to die" does not get it's way, cause in reality:

I don't.

Bad timing for stopping.

But isn't it always?